Everything's about dreaming nowadays.

Tyra Banks said last night on the Kids Choice Awards last night that she's just SO proud of all these "fierce" girls chasing their dreams and making them real, blahblahblah.

In Fate/Stay Night, King Arthur/Saber (which is oddly a girl? o .o;;;) in the end she's blabbing on about dreaming or some crap as she dies. (spoiler alert! D:)

And, I also had a dream last night. Well....two, but the second one didn't matter to me at all. When I finally got to sleep around 1 last night, I just had this dream that I actually remember most of. This is like....the first one ever. That I remembered most of, anyway. I was in school, in Mr. Tanier's room. And for some reason, he was giving an art lesson about how to draw pigs. Lo and behold, guess who enters the room? Mhm, Scott. And he's all like, "Hey, come with me Sam." And how can I object? I forget what we say, but eventually we start laughing hysterically until we get outside, but our school is on this island. In the sky. So we just sit on the edge with our legs hanging off the side and we just kinda sit there looking out. And just as I lean my head on his shoulder, I wake up. Of course.

Errgh. I can't blame myself for having one of those dreams again. I've been having one of those weekends, you know? Just...one of those bunch of days where you feel all empty inside and there's nothing to really fill the void because you know there's nothing you can do. Obviously you can't make an attempt to find him because you've got the flu and you're over your mom's house, which is farther away from your escape route. Not to say that I want to run away or something, but just to say if....you know what? Nevermind. My speech is slowly becoming more and more terrible by the day.

Onto a different subject. So I just got done watching all of Fate/Stay Night. A few things about it.

1. The main character, Shirou, is a COMPLETE waste of time. I absolutely hate him. Yes, he's trying to be one of those "world's martyrs" and help everyone he can, but really. He's too sappy and annoying, saying "SABER!" every 5 seconds. I mean, just shut up already.
2. Most of the servants are actually pretty awesome. At least in the English sub version, anyway. As much as I love Archer (the original, not Girugamesh xD), his English voice is just REALLY annoying. Much better in Japanese form. Archer is sexy either way, though.
3. If I ever go to an anime con again, I'm definitely going as Tosaka-san. She seems sassy enough and her costume is really easy.
4. I hate hate HATE how at the end (spoiler warning again) as Saber returns to her own realm at the end, the last thing she HAD to say to Shirou is "I love you". I'd rather they just forget each other.

For some reason, I'm just really starting to get sick of love right now. Yes, it's happened to me before, so maybe I'll get over it again. But right now...it's just something that storytellers spread around the world and convince children that maybe it'll happen to them one day.

Alright, maybe that's a little harsh. But that's how it was way long ago, right? Like, back in the day where arranged marriages were common? I don't know. I just don't see as much love in the world right now. With the war going on and divorces growing more common by the day and suicide rates and abuse and just...not being loved back? Nah, I don't want to blame it on that. It's my fault.

I don't feel all that well. D: