Just as I expected.

4 hours of sleep at the max. I've had worse, but I was hurting last night. A lot. But now I see it that now that I've had a night of suffering, I have to put it all behind me and be tough. No talk of this. I don't even know anyone or anything outside of the tri-town area. Unfortunately, I've run out of strawberry Pez, and school's starting up again so I'll probably have to go to BAND for flipping I don't know how long. I'm gonna die. Today, I'm gonna die because my French teacher will break my neck. It's useless to put up a fight. I hate her so much, but I have to stop thinking about that for a moment.

My stomach hurts. And I've got a bad chill. Yesterday, I saw that some bees or some sort of stinging insect were making little honeycombs in my window where I left the screen open, and I thought that was pretty nifty. I don't know why, but all I know is that I';m just not gonna open that window for a while. Or at least my mom better not or I'll stab her. With the bee stingers of the bees making that honeycomb. She's not allergic, she can handle it.

I'm so freaking cold. It feels like winter again. Raaaah, what's wrong with me?! Only five more days, maybe that's one of the problems. I'm not nervous at all, I can promise you that though. Nor disappointed. I just don't feel anything, I guess. Oh well.